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YUKI,  a certified Matrix Energetics pracitioner

since 2014 

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Hopes & Freedom

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Expanding possibilities creates freedom, and becoming free expands possibilities.

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Caution:​

Matrix Energetics® is a registered trademark of Matrix Energetics International. No one is authorized to teach the system of Matrix Energetics,any parts thereof, or any of its copyrighted material except Richard Bartlett and Melissa Joy.​​

The above is text from the Matrix Energetics International website.  This means,

 

"Matrix Energetics is an extremely profound spiritual realm, and reaching a level where one can teach it is very difficult."


Please consider any views expressed by anyone other than the two teachers to be merely personal opinions.

 


Matrix Energetics is Matrix Energetics.


Confusing it with anything else—energy healing, healing techniques, healing methods, Reiki, etc.—binds it to those rules, and Matrix Energetics ceases to function.
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Matrix Energetics does not belong to any religion, spiritual practice, or the teachings of other spiritual teachers.
It is neither a healing technique nor a method. While healing-like effects often occur, they result from a transformation of consciousness.

The developer of Matrix Energetics refers to this as the 'consciousness technology'. 

In the session, we eliminate all emotions and thoughts to create results beyond human imagination, yet I believe the foundation and driving force of this field is human love—affection, friendship, and compassion.

The fewer preconceptions you have, the more effective Matrix Energetics becomes. 

However, many people have added unnecessary interpretations and spread them.  Misunderstandings can hinder sessions, so I'd like to explain.​​

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​1)The phenomenon of people falling backward during Matrix Energetics seminars occurs when they sense the heart field (which is distinct from what is commonly called the 'heart' in the spiritual world). This is an extremely personal experience.

The music video for "Counting Stars" by the band OneRepublic depicts followers collapsing when touched by a cult leader—that's the world of mass hysteria.

The most obvious difference between the two lies in whether they occur within a relationship of 'all people being equal' or within a relationship of 'domination and submission'.

Of course, Matrix Energetics falls into the former category.
However, the problem is that several certified practitioners are actually doing the latter. I am explaining this to make it clear to everyone that what they are doing is no longer Matrix Energetics. (What Matrix Energetics requires is a spirit of service. Not a desire for approval.)

Every participant in Matrix Energetics seminars learns how to "flip someone backward" right at the very start of the first day of the basic seminar.
This practice of feeling the field of the heart astonishes adults whose minds have grown rigid, instantly returning them to a childlike state. Thus, it serves as the perfect icebreaker

2)Dr. Richard Bartlett identifies himself as the developer of Matrix Energetics. That is what he states.
Therefore, this is not something conveyed by extraterrestrials.
What is described in the book is what occurred within Dr. Bartlett's own mind.

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​3) Each Matrix Energetics practitioner enters their own field of the heart. It is a field isolated from the outside. Melissa Joy describes this state as 'I am all,' yet simultaneously it is a state where 'love is all' is felt.

Hence, non-duality.


Dr. Bartlett refers to Matrix Energetics as 'the grace of God' and expresses the field world as "There is no you. There is no me. There is only God."

​Within that, we see everything as patterns of light, information, and resonance (based on a perspective of fair and impartial love), and transform them into patterns that are more beneficial for the individual.
That is all we are doing.

Then, if you don't keep it simple and straightforward, it won't be Matrix Energetics.
Matrix Energetics hardly does counseling, doesn't delve into past lives, and doesn't analyze. It also gives very little advice. (If it does, it comes from one's own life experience. However, if you sympathize with the other person, it can interfere with the field's work, so caution is needed.)

We Matrix Energetics Certified Practitioners serve as God's servants. We must not interfere with God's work.

​4) Matrix Energetics practitioners conduct sessions with the left brain silenced and the right brain activated. While the left brain enables rational thought, it doesn't significantly expand possibilities in that state. 

Therefore, Matrix Energetics utilizes the right brain—often called the artistic brain—which results in a state different from the ordinary.

​People who only know Reiki or energy healing tend to misunderstand us, thinking we're trying to channel cosmic energy through our eyes or hands like they do, or that we're connected to some mysterious external entity, or even possessed by something evil. But it's the exact opposite. 

No psychic abilities are used whatsoever. If you are connecting to something external, it is not Matrix Energetics.

​​​Matrix Energetics is essentially about competing with what each person possesses. Practitioners enter a state of heightened intuition, which Melissa Joy describes as a sense of "just knowing."

Furthermore, in the field of Matrix Energetics, the practitioner does not "do" anything to the person.

We do not manipulate the person's body like in qigong, stopping movements, flipping them backward, or anything of the sort.

​Simply being in love, simply being love. Feeling joy in that state while wishing for the other's happiness. When you remain in that state, things naturally unfold on their own.
Matrix Energetics is that kind of session.

5) Matrix Energetics does not encourage people to pursue spiritual paths (including meditation, asceticism, yoga, practicing specific techniques, receiving energy transmissions, or purchasing spiritual items like crystals).

Everything is decided by oneself (or for those who can decide for themselves). Therefore, relationships of domination and subjugation or dependency do not arise. 

Matrix Energetics teachers simply promote their seminars to visitors of their websites and social media, saying, "Come to the seminar—it's fun!" (And it really is a lot of fun!)

Certified practitioners who truly resonate with Matrix Energetics NEVER impose anything on people. They understand that everything is about resonance, and without it, it holds little meaning.

Moreover, certified practitioners who truly resonate with Matrix Energetics love freedom from the heart. Therefore, they do not bind anyone else either.

Matrix Energetics (and M-Joy too) is very generous, allowing people to do it just by reading the book if they can.

However, those capable of doing so are people whose desire to help others is stronger than their desire to help themselves. When their mutual spirit of service resonates, miracles happen. (Isn't that wonderful?)

6) Dr. Bartlett teaches that we practitioners should aim to be 'God's best servants'.

In other words, Matrix Energetics is something that saviors, heavenly messengers, or those who pretend to be all-knowing and all-powerful cannot do. It is impossible to be both those and a servant at the same time.

Dr. Richard Bartlett is someone who never forgets to strive for improvement, even going so far as to learn from participants at his own seminars. Is there another spiritual teacher so humble? His attitude is far more impressive than "knocking people over backwards." That's why he is a miracle worker.
Practitioners who truly understand Matrix Energetics know this, so they never get arrogant.

 

About me

Hi! I am YUKI.  After submitting 120 practice session records and passing the comprehension test, I became a Matrix Energetics Certified Practitioner in the spring of 2014.  

I learned Matrix Energetics by participating in the following seminars and webinars.

 

2012  Level 1,2,3 in Tokyo

2013  Basics & PC seminar in Tokyo

2014  Basics & PC seminar in Tokyo

2015~  the summer of 2016  ALL the Webinars

2016    Basics (& something unknown) in Italy

In addition, I also participated all the webinars of M-Joy from Feb. to Sep.2015.

Personally, I have no interest in the world of the supernatural.

I absolutely hate stories about aliens, and not only do I never want to encounter one, I don't even want them to exist. I don't want to interact with spirits or anything like that.

Christians may believe in the existence of angels or guides, but if such beings appeared in front of me, they'd just seem like ghosts and scare me. Since our belief systems differ, it can't be helped.. 

But when we practice Matrix Energetics, we enter a state of "seeing everything from a bird's-eye view." So it seems that even someone like me can be a practitioner.

Furthermore, if I were to confess this, it might expand the possibilities of Matrix Energetics. : I don't feel the effects of crystals, new moons, feng shui, homeopathy, and so on. Therefore, the Matrix Energetics pendant adorned with various crystals is not a spiritual item to me, but rather like merchandise from my favorite rock band.

Dr. Bartlett and Melissa Joy Johnson may have been influenced by 70s rock.

But I'm from the generation that grew up listening to American bands like Bon Jovi and Van Halen. So when someone mentions "Walk In," the only thing that comes to mind is that lovely love song ' Love Walks In'. In other words, I see such things as fictional entities.

Again, a person like me is also perfectly fine as a certified Matrix Energetict practitioner. 

Our job is to notice something that perfectly aligns with the other person's belief system to bring about transformation. The crucial part is doing this while dropping it into the field of the heart.

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Since people who saw me at the seminar seemed to think I was "weird," I should explain.

 

For me, Matrix Energetics is just like music!

It might just be me, but listening to my favorite music instantly changes my mood. When I'm tormented by anger, listening to rock instantly takes me away from the problem. Before I know it, I feel my negative emotions transforming into positive ones like passion and power—and I'm often amazed, thinking, "Wow!" This is very similar to what happens with Matrix Energetics!

The state of being dropped down into the field of  Matrix Energetics is infinitely close to what it felt like when I listened to music or was in that space in my youth.  

The key to shifting consciousness, I believe, lies in feelings like "Wow!", "Yay!", "Fun!", "Cool!", "Wonderful!", "Love that!", or "Amazing!".  At that moment, the right brain—often called the artistic brain—naturally takes the lead, while the left brain ceases functioning. Music is where my usually strong rationality weakens. At rock concerts or Matrix Energetics seminars, I can't stop that happy feeling, and I end up showing off dances I'd absolutely never do in public otherwise.

Furthermore, Matrix Energetics is a world of love and gratitude. When it activates, I feel transformation occurs more readily.

My favorite rock musicians' straightforward words, their candor and honesty, have always encouraged me. They were the first to teach me about the heart. And when I was lost, they showed me the way; when I was hurting, they healed me; when I was stuck, they showed me new perspectives. Thanks to them, I found the courage to challenge myself in so many ways. 
So, my spiritual leaders have been my beloved rock stars since I was 15 years old♪I am SO proud of this fact!

"I can't play guitar, but maybe with Matrix Energetics I could make people smile like my favorite rock musicians? That would be awesome!"

When I first encountered Matrix Energetics, I was already over forty, but I thought to myself. ♪It was the summer of 2012!

 

 

 

Magical things used to happen while I was listening to music.

I felt so much energies!  Many kinds of energies!

Music moved all around me and inside of my body.

My favorite was the sound of guitars.

 

Those melodies were so delicate, so beautiful, and so passionate.

Energies were stirring up my heart!

I traveled somewhere unknown.

I was in a very deep state.

When I realized, there were no walls around me.

Everything turned into liquid.. 

Time passed so fast..  and my problems were all gone.

 

I had no idea what it was.  I was just an ordinary kid.

 

 

My skin used to sense the air at rock concerts.

Energies were alive!  They were moving!

We created a magical time & space together.

 

I felt 'eternal' one time. 

It was just beautiful!

All of my five senses cherished the moment.

I really really really wished I could bring it back to my home.

We were in heaven.

 

 

I want to keep collecting the 'I WAS THERE!' moments.

Dr. Bartlett and Melissa Joy Johnson know me well from seminars, and my previous Matrix Energetics sessions were a lot of fun.
However, when Japanese healers saw me, they got angry, saying, "What a joker!" and publicly criticized me en masse, so I had no choice but to take it seriously.
However, Matrix Energetics loses its effectiveness if the practitioner doesn't enjoy doing it.
So I needed to remember to do it joyfully. No matter how difficult the situation became.
And what helped me through it all was my favorite rock music! Writing the following has become my therapy.
I love freedom!
 
♬  Reckless
♪ She's only happy...   when she's dancin' ! 


"   I  have  to  let  people  know  about  it !   " 
I rubbed my eyes.  I pinched my cheek.  I could not believe what I was seeing but I actually experienced something enormously great..  That was crazy!   That was FUN!   I loved that vibes! 
That was my '
Love is like a bomb! ' experience.  The field makes me Ms. Innocent Sugar!   The field asked me " Do you take sugar?  One lump or two? "  Had Def Leppard known about the quantum sea already?!   My heart happily screamed, " Pour some sugar on me! "     My Rock Of Ages has started! 

 

 

It was confusing and very interesting.  I hopped, stepped, jumped, and tuned.  I was naturally connected to the morphic field of music and movies.  I danced and danced.  I sometimes felt like I became a dolphin!  
Sometimes, something HUGE pumped up my chest.  That was just   S O O O O   B - I - I - I - G ! 
I felt like my body was too small to hold it!   One time, my index finger seemed to begin tracking something all over the seminar room..  I had no idea what my body was doing as usual, however the feeling was  SOOO  GOOOOD !  
I never told this to anyone but I was imagining like I became Jon Bon Jovi on the stage in a stadium!    
I practiced Matrix Energetics like Bryan Adams in his song ♪Summer of '69 ! (That's my all-time favorite tune!)  
I wanted to find and play my own Matrix Energetics someday!  
But things were not so simple.   
Matrix Energetics set me free by other spiritual teachings at an instant.  I felt like all of my problems were gone somewhere!
However, the seminar of ME was held in the Japanese healers realm..   That was a tragedy.. 
I was the only just-a-housewife and so many healers tried to preach me something every time even though I felt they did not understand anything..   
Those healers were not willing to listen to the teachers AT ALL.   They just wanted another title to make more money.
They were still doing their healings, their own business activities, or their missionary works at 'the seminars of Matrix Energetics'.   Some healers defined and made rules for Matrix Energetics on the net.   That was terrible.  
It was very difficult for just a housewife to be admitted.  I had been gradually brainwashed by other spiritual teachings by those healers..     I was just like Axl Rose in the music video, ' Welcome To The Jungle'.    
Everything just got worse and worse because I hated their world. The conflict inside me began to be expressed outside in a very weird way.. 
My inside was always screaming,

 "   Just   dropping-down'   is   enough   for   me  !    " 
I missed my first ME experience.   It was not fun anymore.   

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♪I must confess,  I've lived,  I've died.

      God bless this mess.

        This mess is mine! 

Also,  I saw many dirty people.  They utilized Matrix Energetics and made a lot of money.

I found many of the Japanese ME practitioners were two-faced.  They were very rude and really mean to me.  I hated those type of people!  I had been chased around by creepy people on the net since I became a certified ME practitioner.  That was so stressful and also very scary..  I had nightmare every night and I could not sleep well. 
I was finally broken and my act got so strange in 2016.   
I just needed music to take back my world!    I listened to Skid Row's ♪Monkey Business,  ♪Slave to the grind,♪The Threat, and ♪Quicksand Jesus. 

I want to scream at them, 

"You give love a bad name!  Your love is like bad medicine! "  No, I want to sing them happily.  

Maybe, it is better to teach them, 

"  ♪Without love,

         there's NOTHING

              without love. "

I could not do anything alone. That was too much and I could not be playful anymore. I was desperate and I began to doubt everything I did and what I learned. My heart was singing ♪These Days and  ♪Don' Cry.   
I encouraged myself by listening to♪We weren't born to follow and ♪Because we can. 
Bryan Adams's ♪Here I Am  sounded like my polar star.   My ME and I sang ♪This House Is Not For Sale together!   
I could smile when I first listened to Ed Sheeran's
♪What do I know?   That song exactly expressed my attitude with my Matrix Energetics!  

 



♪Rock of Ages, rock of ages!   Still rollin'!  Rock 'n' rollin'!  
 

Matrix Energetics is about rock 'n' roll. 

You can never get it by judging or analyzing. 

You must feel it!  Actually, the field of the heart is rolling.
It is about love, freedom, and peace. 
It is about consideration to others. 
It is about compassion.  It is about friendship. 
It is about something we can relay on!   
It is about something we can trust!
Matrix Energetics is about consciousness.  We can change the world by changing our consciousness together.

♪Kids wanna rock 
 

The teachers of Matrix Energetics came to my country after the huge earthquake and I was cheered up by them.  They gave me hope for future!
Ms. Melissa Joy Jonsson was a splendid female Matrix Energetics player. Her appearance reminded me of Nancy Wilson who is also belongs to 'Heart ', but Ms. Jonsson was more playful.  She was very good at playing with words and she got rhythms.  It sounded like, ♪Red light, yellow light, green light, Go!    Her looks also reminded me a member of Vixen, but I was the one who had been living on the Edge Of A Broken Heart..  She always called me to the stage at every seminar and she tried to help me.  I was usually poker-faced under any circumstances but she noticed something.  I was surprised!  Most (almost all) Japanese healers considered and treated me as a spoiled housewife.

Dr. Bartlett' who is a developer of Matrix Energetics originally a professional bass player.  I had never seen such a spiritual teacher like him.  He was so charismatic like Bruce Dickinson! His play was just so cool!   Matrix Energetics became  my first real six-string.  Dr. Bartlett was my Ritchie Blackmore.   
He started music again on Patreon in 2016.  His tunes expressed his Matrix Energetics and they really worked for me!
One day,♪Purple Rein Master extinguished my stomachache at an instant!  ♪Angel Arrived got rid of my anxiety of a certain incident.

My heart screamed 'Cool!' to ♪Emoting.   Actually, that was what I needed. 


I think that becoming a certified Matrix Energetics practitioner is just like becoming a professional musician.

I had to find my style to play my Matrix Energetics.  

 


I have been dreaming to sing,

♪All I've got is my guitar these chords and the truth .. 

 


 
Now, I feel very good!

 

By the way, I was the one who was kicked out of the seminar of Matrix Energetics in Seattle on December 2016.

I had originally intended to disappear without telling anyone why. But I became concerned that the participants from that time might mistakenly believe it was dangerous to engage with Matrix Energetics. So I reconsidered and decided I should properly explain my reasons after all, which is why I created this website.

But what I write here is all the reason.  I am on the blacklist of the Double Tree Hotel in Seattle..    I cannot believe that!  I was listening to Motley Clue and Guns N' Roses at home but I was always a good girl at school! I was not going to imitate the acts of those bands someday! ('Kickstart My Heart' still sounds cool to me, though! English is just another musical instrument for many Japanese.  Most of us just love vibes because most of us do not understand English so much.  Therefore, most of us were singing 'Pour some sugar on me' without thinking at the concert of Def Leppard.   Most of us had never had any chance to experience such a thing.  Rock fans were usually sensible and good citizens in my country.    And.. now I am an adult but, to tell the truth, I am not still so sure its meaning.. I only can guess a bit, but..  Anyway, you know, Tommy Lee once stopped Japanese young people's bad act. They began to imitate a certain rock stars' behavior without knowing its meaning, then Tommy noticed that.  He talked from the heart and it worked so quick.  He cared about our culture and I was very impressed.  One time, I bumped into Axl and Slash in Tokyo.  They looked nice people.  They smiled at us.  I also saw Sebastian Bach.  He was very kind to his fans like a big brother.  We should not believe rumors. )  I was doing well with my neighbours.  Kids freely talked to me.  I was very good at making babies smile!  Look what fake healers had done to me.  It was very dangerous.  

Well, maybe, I was chosen as a guardian of Matrix Energetics.  The universe must have known that I used to be a strong young woman.  Yes, I proudly confess.. I was a real IRON MAIDEN!  Of course, I was scared but I always stood up for harassments and I always won.   I had a rock 'n' roll spirit!  Yes, I still have it!

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