All I want to do is to clear up all misunderstandings about Matrix Energetics but what can I do for that?
Well, maybe I can try free sessions through this website for people who are curious about it. My English is not good enough to do business anyway. However, Matrix Energetics does not need any words sometimes because the field makes possible to communicate with the heart language. DON'T THINK! FEEL! OK?
1. Introduction
2. Feedback from my clients
3. Summer of 2012
4. My Matrix Energetics Experience
5. MMEE【ME's Archtypes version】
YEAH!
1. Introduction
If you want to find and live with your own preciousness, I may be able to help you.
We all are much more than who we think we are, REALLY!
I will open the door to 'the field of the heart'. We can easily communicate through our heart in there.
It is the most beautiful and peaceful place, and you may feel like home.
This is just like 'MUSIC' !
Once a session begins, your heart will get it. We don't need to think. We can feel it.
It has great potentials to talk to you, to wake you up, to inspire you, to ignite you, or even to change your life!
You will be happy and naturally be opened your heart in the field of the heart.
I will try to find your type of rhythms, tempos or melodies for you in there.
I hope that your life will start singing in harmony with a new tune!
Sometimes, your heart only needs to tune in to your original sounds.
Who you are will be woken up in the field of the heart.
Things will be done in deep.
There is no time and distance in the field of the heart. Therefore, it can be done in a few minutes sometimes.
I have no idea what is going to be happened every time. People just experience what they need.
Your old pattern will be changed to a more useful one.
It is important to notice what is different after the session. You may find something interesting or something new around you.
You may see, hear, think, talk, and act in a new way.
You may notice just a subtle change or a trivial change, but it is very possible that you will be amazed later.
Only your heart knows the best way for you.
Some people realize what they truly want or what is truly important to them after the session.
I hope that you will find, open, and live with wonderful possibilities in you!
I am realistic.
I live in a real world.
All I can do is usually only to make an effort when I want to achieve something.
We feel sometimes weak or useless, but we have possibilities and LOVE.
It is not a magic, however magical things can be happened! We should realize that we all do have treasures inside.
B I G L O V E is hiding ! THAT'S WHO WE REALLY ARE !
We can use it for ourselves and FOR THE WORLD !
I am treating LOVE and I am serving for LOVE.
Spreading OUR LOVE inside will make this world better !
I hope you will enjoy my HP and I can share something useful for you.
Thank you for visiting.
DO-MO-ARIGATO!
EXPECTATIONS ♪
2. Feedback from my clients
MENTAL
'' I totally forgot even I received the session .. because things went well so naturally. 'My problem' was gone to somewhere faraway! ''
'' That session was very powerful and persuasive. I had been tried many healing session but it was the second time I could feel an actual change inside of me.''
RELATIONSHIPS
'' Our relationship had been stagnated but my boyfriend suddenly proposed me after the session. I am so happy!''
JOB & PLEASURES
'' New things have been started! ''
'' I was very nervous before my business trip, because it was hard for me to describe things in English. But it turned out great! I even enjoyed my presentation and the trip!'
'' My husband lost his job and I was very worried about our future. But things went well in several weeks! ''
'' I started challenging what I wanted to do for a long time!''
PHYSICAL
'' I took a session for my lower back pain. Something changed inside me. I stated having confidence of myself.''
'' My shoulders were so stiff because of my heavy work. I was refreshed like after a chiropractic treatment or something. I could sleep very well that night. ''
'' Both of my hands kept shaking before, but not anymore. My skin problem was also gone. ''
'' Nothing cured for my sore throat for one month but your 30 minutes session worked! ''
''I had to visit many different kinds of hospital departments before, but now I just need to go to two of them. And surprisingly I started exercising! I had never imagined I would.''
'' I hit my back so hard on the floor and it was so sore. But I could enjoy skiing in two days later! ''
Some people noticed these differences before, during, or after the sessions.
" A high fever was gone during the session. "
" I felt warm all over my body. "
'' I got excited and felt happiness during the session. ''
'' I had not imagined that I would have experienced such depth.''
'' My cold sores were gone next morning.''
'' I am usually troubled with obstinate constipation, but I had a bowel movement after the session! ''
'' I usually cannot sleep well but I didn't wake up until the next morning. ''
'' It was amazing!! I've never tried any drugs in my life, but I imagined that it must have been felt like that! It's like my heart was almost exploded! ''
'' It was fun. It was almost impossible but both of my legs straightened up high. My lower back pain was gone during the session. ''
I'd also like to share some comments on, so to speak,
'Matrix Energetics [Feat. M-joy field]' sessions by me!
M-Joy field is created by Ms. Melissa Joy Jonsson who is a co-teacher of Matrix Energetics and it field is her own work.
Ms. Jonsson has been a splendid interpreter or an improviser of the field of the heart.
M-Joy is born from the field of the heart of MJJ. That is why it has infinite possibilities as same as Matrix Energetics, I believe.
We are the ones who create our own reality, and we can expand the new possibilities in the world together!
M-Joy is not just for women. It is for everyone who resonates with it. The field of the heart does not judge anything or anyone. It just embraces and listened to everyone, but we are the ones who choose our love.
I am not a certified M-Joy field Practitioner. I am not going to use M-Joy 24 fields as a pro. That was a part of my study. I just want to share their experience. I feel that many people are waiting for meeting M-Joy in the world.
It was very easy to connect with M-Joy field and it worked so quickly! I got her 24 fields through her HP, took some of her webinars ( I could understand English maybe 70% or so. ), and I asked for some women to try my session about 'hopes, dreams, or desires as a woman'.
'' I couldn't forgive myself because of my past failure, but I stop blaming myself.''
'' I used to worry about my future, but now I became optimistic. I even feel like something wonderful will happen from now. ''
'' It was a surprise because my husband and one of my sons suddenly started cleaning their rooms! It never happened before. I am also glad that now we have more conversations than before. ''
'' My husband and I run a company, but some harassments were going on in our office. We really didn't know what to do. However, they began to get along with each other in a few week. It was a surprise. ''
'' I started challenging what I wanted to do for a long time!''
'' I met my ex-co-workers a few days later after the session. One of them asked me to join his band. They were planning to play some songs at a certain event but they were looking for a new vocalist. It was a surprise! I actually have been practicing singing for several years, but it was kind of a secret. I had never imagined that I would sing in front of many people someday! Many things are going on and I am so excited!''
If you are interested in M-Joy, please check its HP directly.
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and.. drop down!
3. Summer of 2012
Playing Matrix Energetics is just like playing guitars.
To me, Dr. Bartlett is like Ritche Blackmore and Melissa Joy is like Nancy Wilson, the band 'Heart'.
I had been in the song ' Summer of '69 ' while practicing Matrix Enegetics to become a ME practitioner.
It was the summer of 2012.
4. My Matrix Energetics Experience
These things happened in my reality.
People experience Matrix Energetics in each way but I'd love to share my stories especially for the seminar participants. Many sad things are happening in the world, so maybe each of us can do something at each places. At least, we should try! We love to do something for people, right?
1) My mother told me that they worried about a huge typhoon on the phone. It was almost the time for gathering crops. So I tried some Matrix Energetics for my parents.
Of course, I had no idea what would happen, but the typhoon suddenly changed its direction to the ocean while they were sleeping... To the ocean! So, every other places were alright.
Similar things happened several times! I am not a Sharman. I don't want to be expected too much. However, there are so many disasters in the world these days, so I will share this story. People who attended ME seminars might be able to do something in their neighborhood. They must believe in miracles and love, right?
I believe that it worked for an aftershock one time. There was a big earthquake near my hometown and I worried about my family and my friends. I lived far from there at that time. I kept watching TV. The news caster predicted a big aftershock. I got so scared. I did not know what to do. I just dropped down.
I was Gandalf at that time.
It was like my version of the '' YOU SHALL NOT PASS! ''
I would do anything I could at that moment even though I had known the field was safe.
I saw the newscaster confused a little on TV. It did not come!!
Am I optimistic? It's up to you.
I sometimes feel that 'dropping down' means just to become love or to be in love. I want to believe that love is the most powerful thing in the universe.
[In 2020] It worked again and again!
2) My father and my younger brother really needed rain for their crops. They asked me to do something, though they doubted Matrix Energetics. I had no idea what I could do, but I tried anyway. Then, it stated raining! It was a light rain and it lasted until the session was done. It wasn't enough, but my brother drove back to home and thanked me because he did not need to do watering at other fields. He told me that there was much more rain there.
It started raining in a few days. They had a heavy crops in the end. I am not sure if my work worked or not, but I am thankful.
For ME practitioners,
I will share how I became an open door for this occasion. It might be helpful for someone. I intended to drop down and I tried to talk to god or the field, " My father and my brother need rain for their crops. I don't know what to do. I am not so sure even I can ask for it to you. However, people around here are really waiting for raining. They worked very hard when it was very cold and when it was very hot..." I kept murmuring like that. I could not let go, so I tried to talk. It worked for me to calm down. For the typhoon, it took just a second. Matrix Energetics is really 'No way as way.'
I was just a housewife. I just thought my experience might cheer up someone like me.
I sometimes just become an open door for my family. They are all hard workers and usually kind of restless, but they got relaxed so easily and fall asleep together.
My family and some of my friends got promoted or received recognition after receiving the sessions. I believe that ME helped or worked for them. They all tend to be too kind, but their hard work paid off.
3) Do you like dolphins? A dolphin park was opened near my hometown right. It was built among the sea, but I felt a little sorry for them. They must have missed their friends and home. I wished if I could do something for them with Matrix Energetics.
I tried some frequencies. Then, one dolphin started following me! I walked around the pool to the right, to the left , to the right, and to the.. He(she) just followed me. So I started to dash around the pool! Then he(she) swan so fast and followed me!! It was amazing! Other dolphins began to be excited, and they jumped so high one after another! Other people seemed to be glad to see it.
There were two dolphins in another pool. One of the caretakers told me that they were taken to there about a month ago and they were not familiar with humans yet.
I hoped I could cheer them up a little and I tried some Matrix Energetics again. They were watching me curiously.. and they dived into the water at the same time and they showed their faces at the same time. They started swimming together like drawing circles! It was just like a synchronized swimming!!
I visited and played with them twice, so it was not coincidences. That 'doggy' dolphin followed me again. Those dancing dolphins drew circles again. I was not an animal person, but we could connect with some friendship!
4) When I tried to carry a heavy box, suddenly a sharp pain ran through my lower-back! I couldn't breathe for a while. It was about time to go and pick up my kid at the kindergarten. I really needed help and I tried a few tools of Matrix Energetics! Surprisingly, I could stand up in minutes! Moreover, I could ride my bicycle!
I hurt my lower-back when I was 19 years old and I had a strained back sometimes. I usually could not get up for several days!
5) A kitten was coming from the opposite direction. He(She) was soaked but it was no rain. He(she) could only walk obliquely.. Was he(she) attacked by something? I was on my way home from a supermarket. He(She) looked painful. There was no time to get off my bicycle. It was a little far from him(her), but I had to try something anyway.
Then, he(she) suddenly crouched down! I wondered if I did anything wrong. However, he(she) stood up slowly and started moving forward.
He(She) was still walking a bit obliquely, so I tried again. Then he(she) crouched down again! I was scared but he(she) stood up in a few seconds. This time, He(She) could walk much better! He(she) kept walking and went down to the river..
6) I used to work at a lovely gift store in Vancouver.
The owners, my boss, and all of my co-workers were open-minded and very kind. We always played music and got into the rhythms. Music was very important. It made people smile and happy.
I loved to see that our customers got a little excited when they opened the door. They were not only locals but also many tourists from various countries. There was always a cozy and friendly atmosphere. I was very lucky to work there!
Many years has passed. Matrix Energetics came to my life. It reminded me of that vibe.
I had already forgot how to, but I felt like maybe it was time to speak English again, so I worked for it.
You know what? Dr. Bartlett and Ms. Joy started webinars! I was very lucky because I could learn Matrix Energetics and English at the same time.
I used to learn English through rock stars when I was a school girl. Actually, Dr. Bartlett and Ms. Joy were more like rock musicians than spiritual teachers to me. They were very inspiring.
My English is not perfect as you see, but the morphic field of English can help me to express myself. I really needed to do so again.
7) I could get a seat in the middle of the front raw at rock concerts twice! Bryan Adams and Def Leppard!! Both of them are my favorite since I was 15.
The amazing thing is that Matrix Energetics can make everything fun and warm! It brings a good atmosphere, good people, or something magical around the occasion. I could experience them before and during those concerts.
8) My ex-mother-in-law who developed dementia could not talk anymore. She was often irritated. We could not communicate with her well anymore. She could not chew and swallow her food properly. Her doctor told us that she might passed away by that problem sooner or later.
It would be so painful. I could not ask her for a permission but I decided to try Matrix Energetics. (I used to hope that I could erase her problem by Matrix Energetics but she was always running away whenever I tried.. Maybe she did not want to.)
I wondered what I could do, but I just dropped down after I came home.
What happened was blessing her life.
That was naturally occurred. I think I was in grace.
I visited her two days later.
It had not happened for a long time, but she looked at her grandson's eyes steadily! She recognized her family!
Her appearance was obviously clearer. She could not say anything, but 'she' was there.
Sadly, she passed away in two days later.
I wished I could do more for her, but at least she did not seem to feel any pain before she passed away. Her face was peaceful.
9) A mother started working part-time. She is one of my friends. She has three little children and one of them is hard to communicate with others from birth. She had to take care of her three children all by herself at home, so it used to be very difficult for her to go outside.
Now, she is helped by kind people. She enjoys her job and her children are doing fine.
I wished if I could do much more, but I gradually realized that it might be more meaningful for them. They got precious chance to know that this world is not so bad. Many nice people exist. Those children are adorable, and they are also spreading their love to this world.
10) Kids and their parents are very connected.
A little boy was running around with drawing circles during his father's session. He easily felt the field.
Another two kids got relaxed and seemed to sense something during their mother's session. The mother told me that they took a nap together right after the session, and she could relax for a while. They were usually very energetic and she did not expected that.
Both sessions were held through the phone.
I think Matrix Energetics can work while we are just talking.
A mother worried her kid. She was just an acquaintance.
I just listened to her and then I told her something.
(It is often difficult for me to offer sessions to someone, even for free. How can I explain Matrix Energetics to them? I am afraid of a rumor in my neighbor or PTA. However, sometimes I hope that I can do something for someone. I guess I unconsciously or naturally drop down into the field of the heart at such time.
It was great because the mother told me that her daughter made a very good friend and she began to enjoy going to school! I did not tell her anything but I was thanked by her.
11) It is very interesting but I realize I can dance much better than I used to think.
My hesitation and limitation in my brain are taken away in the field.
I did not know how, but I did some Irish dance.
I could not play any instruments, but my fingers moved like playing the piano one day.
I had never practiced any martial arts, but my arms did some Nunchaku moves.
I had already experienced some before I met Matrix Energetics. I might sometimes connected and played with some morphic fields when I was young. 'Ninja-run' was very useful when I was in hurry. I could see a path and I ran very fast without bumping anyone among many people. Also, I stepped into the morphic field of boxers whenever I did skip-rope! It became so much easier and enjoyable.
12) 'Quantum physics'? 'Hologram'?
Science had never been my friend in my life, however I really wanted to make a friend with Matrix Energetics.
Then, I was supported.
After the very next day of my first ME seminar, TV became my science teacher. It quickly answered me whenever I asked some help. Many interesting things can be happened even at home.
13) I had some health problems but Matrix Energetics rescued me.
I used to have a sore throat during all the winter time but it seems like my throat is strong now.
I was relieved from the pain from PMS. I usually had a bad headache and I threw up for hours. It was really painful.
My future looked bleak but not anymore.
I had some severe itchiness in my ears. I went to many hospitals They always prescribed a type of corticosteroid. I tried but it was not completely cured over 20 years.
I tried some spiritual sessions but they did not work at all in my case. So, I asked for a session about it to Dr. Bartlett.
However, it took years to solve that problem.
At the session, Dr. Bartlett told me that my problem was caused by 'fungus'. I was like 'What?!'
I did not like his opinion because I wanted to become a certified ME practitioner. I believed that it had to have a spiritual meaning to me. However, that kind of thinking made the thing complicated!
What I really needed was to notice those spiritual approaches were not belong to my world. Actually, they were not in my belief system from the beginning.. You know what? As soon as I realized that fact, I found a new medicine at a drug store! Someone developed it. Thankfully, it worked for my ears very quickly.
I realize that I want to live in the ordinary world, not in the spiritual world. That was why that session was unfolded like this, I guess.
I am very sorry to doubt you, Dr. Bartlett. No other healers could notice it. You are the real ME master. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU.
14) I had been always thinking that Matrix Energetics could work without words. Then, I had some opportunities to try that. We did not understand each of our languages but we had a lot of fun!
15) It might sound a little creepy for you, but there was a interesting experience!
I did not know why but there was only one night when a lot of winged bugs stuck all over the ceiling of my apartment every year. I had to clean up with a vacuum cleaner. It was a lot of work.
One morning, I found something tiny moving behind my pillow in my bed.
They looked like two tiny legs or feelers of insects. I wondered what they were but I just played with ME.
It was so funny. It seemed to be feeling good! I tried to find out what it was. It was one of the winged bugs.
I put it outside and started cooking breakfast.
I totally forgot it, but I realized those bugs stopped coming since that year!
I usually do not like bugs. I hit mosquitoes without any hesitation. I am not an angel. It just happened.
That bug must have flown away with their companies for me because it happened right after going to the movie 'Antman'!
I didn't beg. It was a hug! Then, those bugs stopped bugging me.
Well, it sounds very spiritual, right?
I think Free Energy is LOVE.
Love is free and it sets you free.
It will come from the place where is free from energy.
That is because we can have infinite possibilities.
BILLOWING♪
BLOWING♪
5. My Matrix Energetics Experience【ME's Archtypes version】
You can never imagine how awful Japanese spiritual realm is. Somebody has to stand up and correct all the things in my country. It is a cultural problem, so I do not write the English version. Things might be much easier if I did everything through SNS. Maybe, I should write those healers names to protect other people. However, it would be like I give living baits to starving beasts. The world of internet is scary. Even though they hurt my parents and my kid, I don't want to hurt theirs. You know, they have been already problem children for their parents and bad parents for their kids. Somebody has to rehabilitate them.
The title of this section is from 'Avengers'. I must beat up not only Hidoras but also Chitauris.
The movie was released in 2012. My first ME seminar experience was in 2012.
Maybe, all has planed by so-called the 'universe' ? I was not familiar with those 'spiritual words' and I still had not idea what they were. I am a new generation kid!
Do you know 'the new element' scene in 'Ironman 2'?
One night I played pretending Tony Stark in the field of Matrix Energetics. Then.. I felt 'something'!
Several months later, I heard that a new element was discovered for the first time in several years on TV. It was achieved by a Japanese study group.
It was a surprise, but it was only a surface. Something deeper was happening behind in my life..
" That was crazy!! I must tell this to everybody!! "
That was me right after experiencing my first seminar of Matrix Energetics. My eyes must have been sparkling! I felt just as I first watched the movie 'Back to the future' when I was a teen.
Ms. Melissa Joy called me to the stage during the seminar, which was held in Japan in 2012.
I fell backward even before she tried to do the two-point. I had no idea what I was doing. It was kind of embarrassing because I felt like I could stand up easily. I looked for someone for helping me to leave there. Then, my body started moving. I rolled right to left. I stood up, then my arms drew circles. I tried to stop my arms, then my legs moved. My brain could not follow it..
Since then, my body always moved on its own during the seminar. I did not want to bother other people. I always tried to tighten my body hard, but it always got difficult to stop moving sooner or later. I danced, stepped, or strangely moved. I could not help doing it.
Something HUGE pumped up my chest in the field of the heart. That was just SOOOOOO B-I-G!
I felt like my body was too small to hold it!
Sometimes my index finger started pointing to the ceiling!
It made me feel like Jon Bon Jovi in a stadium!
It felt so good, but actually my situation was more like Marty McFly who was playing 'Johnny B goode'.. I knew it was too much, but my body just moved!
It was just fun at my first seminar. I was so happy!
However, some people considered me that I was showing off, some people told me that I was crazy and stupid, some people suggested me to attend other seminar for purification or something, and some strangers tried to heal me with their skills without my permission.
That was so frustrating, but I had no idea why my body moved so hard. I wanted to figure out the reason.
I gradually lost my confidence and myself, and I began to learn other things for finding the answer. I visited many healers and I tried to fix myself.
I was kicked out of the ME seminar in Seattle in 2016.
My act was so strange because my brain was crushed.
It was a disaster. I sent them many strange e-mails. I hurt the teachers and I scared their staffs.
Everything was just fun and beautiful before.., but there were too many fake information on the internet. I was a baby and I did not know they knew nothing. I had a neurotic disorder. I hurt my family. I tried to kill myself three times.
Somehow something attacked me , punished me, and blamed me. It made me believe that I was a sinner.
Some people should become more considerate. Some people found a sheep to sacrifice for their jobs.
Some people stupidly believed that they knew everything. Some people believed that they were superior than ordinary people. They need to wake up. They should realize what they are actually doing. They should know they know just a little.
I gave up to be understood by anyone, but I was never abandoned.
I felt like 'This is the place where I want to belong! I do not want to sit in the spiritual seminar again! ' at the concert of Def Leppard in 2015. Everybody was happy there!
I thought maybe Matrix Energetics took me there for saying good-bye, because the field was always with me and knew me well. I realized that what I really wanted and needed was music, then Dr. Bartlett stared Patreon!
His tunes were the music version of 'Matrix Energetics'.
'Purple Rein Master' really expressed the world of it. It was fun and dynamic and I felt dolphin energy! Maybe with frequency 3? I cried when I first listened to it.
When I had a stomachache, it healed me instantaneously! I felt like that tune suddenly appeared from somewhere.
When I first listened to it, 'My first time' took me to the deep altered state! It was so powerful.
My true character was stimulated and it was revealed by his tunes. I was trying not to stand out, but my heart naturally started speaking up like 'Sexy!' for 'Twirling' and 'COOL!' for 'Emoting'.
When he put his photo on his page, it reminded me of the workshop of Tony Stark. And while I was listening to his music, my hands naturally moved like creating some shapes in front of my body. It consisted of 〇, △, and ▽... and both of my hands created a sphere at the end. (They were all my right-brain's job.)
Those shapes were chosen when Tony Stark created his new Arc Reactor!! It was synchronic! I got so excited and I wrote like,
" 'THE FUTURE IS HERE' thing to me! "
However, I began to worry how people considered me. My world was turned over with fear.
To tell the truth, I think my inside recognized Dr. Bartlett as a rock star on the stage and as a musician off the stage. He was amazing! His work was charismatic like Bruce Dickinson! Actually I luckily bumped into some very famous musicians in Tokyo when I was young. They were stars on the stage but they were friendly like big brothers off the stage. We should not believe rumors. They were gentlemen!
I was practicing Matrix Energetics maybe like a guitar kid. (The BGM was 'Summer of '69'!) Dr. Bartlett was a maestro! I admired him so much. Ms. Joy looked like Nancy Wilson. The band was called 'Heart', so it was synchronic!
My world must have been very different from other attendees', I guess.
I did not use SNS so much but I enjoyed writing some comments for my favorite musicians or actors. It was very natural for me to say, 'Cool!', or 'Sexy!'. They were compliments in my world.
However, I forgot that Dr. Bartlett was a spiritual teacher.. Maybe I did something wrong, again!
I erased them.
I got very very scared and everything turned upside down!
I was taken to the 'highway to hell'..
However, it might be inevitable in my case.
I needed to get out of other people's spiritual realms completely.
I needed music to exchange my blood! I did not want any spiritual information anymore.
Def Leppard's 'Do you wanna get rocked?' and Bon Jovi's 'We weren't born to follow' helped me to remember who I was.
'Crazy train' broadened my heart to the galaxy!
Sebastian Bach's screaming voice and the fast dual guitars erased my frustration!
I don't think I have any power animals. If I do, I have so many like Def Leppard, Whitesnake, Great White, and so on. My battery can be recharged by Tesla or AC/DC.
My frequency is so high like TNT. My melody is sometimes
wild like Mr. Big. The tempo is very important. Joe Eliot is such a poet. Yes, Love is like a bomb! That is how I feel in that field!
I have been falling in love with the voice of Bryan Adams since I was 15. 'Here I Am' was my polar star in recent years.
I also wanted something new, then Ed Sheeran was there! I noticed that I was resonated with some of his tunes for a while.
He is very good! Have you ever listened to his 'What do I know?' That exactly expresses my heart with my Matrix Energetics!
I just so wanted my voice back. I was not talking straight from the heart for a long long time.
I absorbed tons of rock radiation while I was young.
It did not make me Hulk. My anger or frustration were so easily sublimated to nicer energies, like power and passion! It might make me more like Captain America because my favorite big brothers sang about freedom, peace, friendship, equality, justice, love, and human's pain!
Also, beautiful tunes melted me.
My body could sense subtle energies by those special training, I guess. It was very convenient for me to notice what I noticed in the field. However, I carried somehow something which was not belong to me. That made me weird. All I needed to do was to throw up those.
When I realized, I broke all the principles of Matrix Energetics. 'No way as way', 'Discard classical mess', and 'Absorb only useful'. I was exiled from that paradise.
Matrix Energetics used to be my J.A.R.V.I.S. It was my reliable buddy.
I began to believe that I should have leave him, but I did not need to do so. My fear took me to somewhere so strange. Matrix Energetics turned to 'Vision'! I was experiencing my own version of 'Avengers'..
Tony said, "We create our own demons". That's what I did.
Matrix Energetics is an incredibly high-performance 'consciousness technology'. You can never imagine when it was broken in you..
I missed my J.A.R.V.I.S. so much. However, my heart was ruined by classical messes.
I needed a new element to activate my Arc Reactor, which is the field of the heart. So, Dr. Bartlett discovered and gave me a new element! It's music! My Matrix Energetics will work again?
Then, I am going to say this now,
" You can take away my house and all my tricks and toys.
One thing you can't take away... I am Iron Woman.”
So, this is 'THE FUTURE IS HERE' thing?
I am a marked woman and I am not allowed to show up in front of Matrix Energetics.
"I shouldn't be alive unless it was for a reason.", Tony Stark said.
Maybe this is the time for being really really honest.
I love Matrix Energetics. It is the best thing in the world.
I know Dr. Bartlett and Ms. Joy are real spiritual teachers.
The job which they chose must be tough. I was surprised when I first attended their seminar. Only they can do such a hard work. It must need a lot of courage.
That was why I once wrote to Ms. Joy after I received her session, 'You and Dr. Bartlett are rock stars to me!' She gave me a replay and she was modest as usual.
You know what? They started the seminar in Japan, 2012.
We experienced that huge earthquake and the giant tsunami in 2011. We worried about our future. We needed hope.
It must have not been so easy for even spiritual teachers to visit our country at that time, but they did. I know some other spiritual teachers also came to Japan, but most of them had already their disciples or their friends. Dr. Bartlett and Ms. Joy didn't have any. They did not owe us anything.
They just made us laugh and cheered us up.
It was a miracle. I could find something to rely on. The reason why I trusted this field was them.
They were too kind. I was so mad at people who utilized them and the field, but I could do nothing. I sometimes could not believe what I saw, heard, and knew.
I finally felt like I was betrayed by Matrix Energetics. If the field was real, it could not be happened. That was how I thought, but the field was not people. It was the morphic field, the torsion field, something big, and something unknown.
I saw some people did ambush marketing. The worst thing was that they remarked something inferior. Recently I heard that some people started saying like 'the field is now dirty by people's greed'.. What a shame!
Matrix Energetics is not properly understood in my country. I think most people mixed up with other stuff. I simply wanted to do Matrix Energetics, but I was squeezed by others.
Also, I was very confused by rumors, brags, and competition. I was supposed to be somewhere nicer..
Also, I hate saying this, but someone was always revealing confidential matters related to Matrix Energetics. I heard that people confused, and misunderstandings occurred. That person seemed very chatty. At least it happened three times.
Someone believed that Ms. Joy controlled some people during the seminar. I guess some frequencies were called for harmony by her, but the problem was there was someone who revealed such a thing to her. And, another problem was that she did not understand Matrix Energetics. We can never do anything like that in the field.
Some people send energy, analyze, and judge.. They are not Matrix Energetics. The faux field may be made up by some people. It never works.
Dr. Bartlett and Ms. Joy stop coming to Japan. I don't know the reason, but they might feel something.
I just wanted to learn and to become a certified practitioner, but unfortunately there were so many stuff around it.
I spent all of my matured endowment insurance for studying and research. I studied many other things, but Matrix Energetics was best. It fit me. I wanted to become one of the best god's servant in the field. That was my purpose. My heart got so excited when Dr. Bartlett talked about it.
I decided to hide and elope with my J.A.R.V.I.S., and accidentaly, with also Vision in 2016. I had never imagined that I would talk about my experience in front of people someday. I don't know how people will think of me or my experience, but I should explain this to people who attended the seminer of Holo-set in Seattle, 2016, and the seminars of Matrix Energetics in Italy and Seattle, 2016. Also, to all the people who support Dr. Bartlett's music.
It is a separate matter, but I wonder if the teachers have checked the spiritual company's HP in Japan. 'Reconnection' is so important to Matrix Energetics? Some people receive special treatments on the introduction page of ME practitioners. People will consider that some people are more splendid than other Matrix Energetics practitioners. It is very strange. The teachers should make it clear.
Did I tell you that I wore a T-shirt of 'Marvel's Agents of S.H.I.L.D. ' at the seminar in 2014? Those healers made fun of it and they laughed at me. They also disliked my rock T-shirts, too. Maybe.. I should not care about how they would think of me and I should have worn my Iron Man ladies T-shirt at that day. How coward I became! Was I sleeping? I just could not believe that was Yuki. Impossible! I should not been trying to become a healer because I just became a useless person. Yuki is much better! Oh, now I love myself! Finally!
This morning, I danced like 'Groot'!
I used to be happy-go-lucky. I feel like I am taking back myself.
I was trying to blend in the society.
However, throwing away myself made things complicated.
'Here I Am'. The future is here. I must create my own future.
In 2025, I noticed a new 'fact'. (In around 2032, I maybe talk to myself, " Have met for almost 20 years.. still taking me to school.. Thanks, Matrix Energetics!" )
As I told you that I was listening to ' Purple Reign Master', my hands naturally moved like creating 〇, △, and ▽... I forgot telling to the last shape which my hands had created was a 'sphere'. I sensed somehow it meant 'the earth'.
In Matrix Energetics, we sometimes use 'the magic circle' tool. Maybe, I was unconsciously trying to get rid of those mean and snooty people's consciousness from the field of Matrix Energetics. They selfishly brought their hierarchy system into Matrix Energetics and just pushed it to me. I loved equality and I had never been bossy to anyone in my life! Why did I have to receive their stupid rules?
The shape of △ symbolized the hierachy, right? So, maybe,.. I turned it over! Because, those stealers, liers, and betrayers should be in the lowest level in the field of Matrix Energetics! I did not want to create any classes but what could I do?? I was feeling they were not even suitable to exist in the field but they were so bossy and they tried to TEACH me their BOGUS Matrix Energetics. I had enough and someone needed to protect the real Matrix Energetics. While I was participating the webinars, I felt maybe the other real ME practitioners also hesitated to show up on the net because they also felt scared to be misunderstood as a member of those mean & weird people. I had been so good at helping other people sinse I was a kid. So, my heart must have decided to stand up even though I had become a housewife and no one remembered who I used to be. I also had been fogot who I was.
You never believe me but I have been thinking to expand my consciousness to the world.
If this just an ordinary ex-housewife could beat up many beasts alone and protect something beautiful, other people might open their eyes to miracles. I am aiming to create 'a ripple effect'.
I want to create more peaceful world for my son, my future grandchildren, my nieces, my nephews, my friends' kids, and their friends. If I were Tony Stark, I might become Ironman. If I were Steve Rogers, I might become Captain America. But I am just Yuki. But being a ME practitioner might be more useful for contributing to world peace. I belong to one of the finest spiritual field, so it should be possible.
Hope to see you at the Matrix Energetics party somewhere, someday! This mam gotta fight for my right to party.. Oh dear..
